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Addict Tendencies I am so lost and Im not quite sure I want to be found anyway. There's nothing left. I have followed so many paths but never had the strength to stick to any. And you lose things, you know. Alot. Thats the worst part about it. The only thing that fixes that feeling is doing some more. Worst damn medicine in the world... but oh, the BEST. Some advice, never be your own doctor...Addict Tendencies by ~RacehorseCharlie
Heroin Whore Today I had sex with a man today. I'm thinking about it and I feel numb. It felt good, but it shouldn't have… or at least it seems like it shouldn't have. It was consensual sex. I never listened and fully comprehended when they said, "It WILL get to that point… and you'll never go back."Heroin Whore Today by ~RacehorseCharlie
I had sex with a man today for heroin. I cheated on the person I most love in the world for heroin. The man put himself inside me and I went blank. I moaned when it seemed the right time to and moved my hips so I'd please him. I shot the heroin first of course, so the whole time it was happening I wouldn't feel cold. I felt warm in my veins.
I became a
Im the Inconvenience Heaven brought down a sudden rageIm the Inconvenience by ~RacehorseCharlie
With fighting angels and endless fire
I thought I was okay in my corner, they cant see me
Hell, I cant even see myself anymore
Rehab one two three times and I still cant get right
I keep getting high while I try to fight
Everyone wonders whats wrong with her
She has what she wants but there isn't a cure
I hang my arms down, theyre shot, blue, oozing
And all of a sudden I have no more chances
My hearts giving out and beating like it's an inconvenience
I still got the needle in my hand
But for heaven, I still cant see it
Sta.sh
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...now if only donkeys had balls the size of elephants!... 
I will be very nice
